So I am currently at 246, the highest I have ever been in my life. I graduated high school in 2013 at 125..... I gained a lot of weight around 2015-2016 after I got hurt in boot camp. I knocked my kneecaps out of place and gained 100 pounds within the span of a year. This is a current comparison of me in 2013 and now in 2020.
I am terrified. My health has declined, my joints hurt so bad that exercising hurts, I’ve developed kidney and bladder issues, and I am a very high functioning autistic with an awful texture aversion. Eating is difficult due to the texture issues and I also have eosinophilic esophagitis that has caused a lot of allergies (eggs and fish are the worst ones, rice, peanuts, seeds like sunflower seeds or pumpkin seeds, and onions are sensitivities that i know of right now. With this condition, i develop allergies very rapidly and never know when an allergy will be triggered). My mom just tested positive for type 2 diabetes, she weighs about 15 pounds more than I do, and I don’t want to do this anymore. God I’m so tired. I don’t have motivation to fix my current situation and I’m really struggling. I feel awful 24/7..... and I really think I’m struggling with binge eating. Working on that with my therapist.
If there is anyway to receive some recommendations on how to help with my issues, that would be so appreciated. I am struggling so hard.
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