I've been fasting until noon and doing really well. I've lost about 8 pounds.
Then my husband I made a trip back home to see his son, his son's girlfriend, and 3 month old baby. I made wise choices when we ate out. I ate Walmart salads in the hotel room.
This morning I decided to weigh myself on my mother in laws scale. Up 5 pounds. (This isn't even my scale and my mind goes bonkers). I immediately said fuck it and made myself a large barbecue plate for breakfast (for BREAKFAST...what the fuck!?) Then on the way home I had a large convenient store sausage stick. When I got home, I had a tv dinner with added cheese and a bean burrito...and to top off the night, I bought a giant 900 calorie cupcake at the grocery store and slammed it in my car. Fuck! Was this all because of the number on the scale? If I'm this crazy with my thoughts shouldn't I just take a sledge hammer to it? What should I tell my husband when he asks me about my progress (we are trying to slim down together- although he doesn't have this problem. He switches from beer to white claw and he instantly looks and IS thinner. )
Not to mention there was talk this weekend about my step son, his 18 year old girlfriend, and the new born moving in with us. My husband is excited...but i...am...not (and that makes me feel like an asshole...or maybe I am just that.)
Just wanted to rant and maybe seek some scale advice. Oh, and maybe some emotional eating advice too.
Thanks.
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