When I was 18, I lost 80 pounds. It came down to an in-the-moment decision that positively affected my life well into my mid-20's.
In 2016, I began gaining again. It was partly anxiety I didn't know how to manage, partly a lack of vision. I lost myself in fear of everything I couldn't control and I took all my health for granted.
These last few years have been the best years of my life and I somehow thought that I'd effortlessly "feel like it" again.
Few experiences have truly caused a massive, in-the-monent shifts in my life, but this was one. I watched a video from this girls channel where she discussed sex after losing 130 pounds. It finally hit me...
I want an amazing life, but the problem for me was that until really hearing what she said and comparing it to my own experience, I was 100% okay with good enough. My sex life isn't amazing, but it's good enough. My size 6 dresses are amazing but I'll be able to wear them "someday."
I'm sick to death of waiting to feel ready and to have it happen for me. I'm 28 in 2 weeks and I'm 115 lbs overweight. I'm also done af. I'm so over waiting for life to give me the inspiration.
I need to be my own cheerleader, my own accountability, my own inspiration because nobody can truly impact my life as much as I can.
Here we go!
TL;DR - I've had it and I'm starting NOW. :)
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