F/23. I’m chubby borderline fat at 5’5”, 220 lbs. When I started college I slowly started gaining weight due to carelessness and stress. Most of my weight is on my thighs and abdomen, and I’ve adopted baggy clothes into my style to avoid people from seeing my body for months now, except at my home.
I’ve been seeing this guy and he’s never really seen me without my baggy clothes until recently when my sister secretly recorded me while I was listening to music doing chores minding my own business and she uploaded it to her Snapchat story for all of her contacts to see, including the guy Im dating. I was disgusted by the way I looked and how fat I was. You could see every flaw in my midsection.
When I had realized she uploaded that small clip it was too late and he had already seen it. I feel like I’ve deceived him. He also usually texts me every morning and today he didn’t, did I seriously do him wrong or am I being paranoid?
I want to use this to fuel me to lose weight. Any tips will be appreciated as well!
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