Its been just over a year since i started all this 33yo, 6'4", i started at 280 and am down to 198, i have not been below 200 in 20 years, thats awesome, thats amazing ...right???.....im fixing a mistake....i freaking HATE IT!!!!!......"I", me, the dude writing this, have ZERO reason to lose weight, yes there ARE tons of reasons too, my son, my health, my "looks" hahahaha....but "I" dont have a reason. And i dont know why i want to keep suffering through this. I keep reading all these comments about "dont worry you will eventually craze the healthy foods" or "your hunger will decrease"....when does all that horse*** start....im waiting....i can still put down an entire large pizza alone, still ONLY crave cakes and donuts, and my TACOS OHHHH MY TACOS.....but i cant make them...or have a donut, cause like this week i tried to have 1 small peice of lemon bundt cake at work (i dont even like lemon) but ended up eating the entire cake since it was gonna be thrown out anyways, its NEVER just 2 tacos, or 1 donut, or just treat yourself and have a little to curb those cravings, it ALWAYS turns into the whole thing. I try to stay to the 2059 calories im alloted a day but almost always go over, even when i do and its only 2600 calories im still STARVING, my old diet was like 4000+ calories a day and i LOVED every bite, i don't know how im ever gonna not want to eat everything in sight, even when i get to maintaining mode.
ALL DAY EVERYDAY i think about food, from when i wake up until i go to bed as early as possible to avoid being awake to be hungry or eat anymore, i think about food...dont eat this cause it will mess up your day or week, this has too many calories, dont eat that cause you will eat the whole damn thing and keep going...i think about food 100x more now than i EVER did when fat, when i was fat i just ate, got hungry then ate, there was NEVER any thought involved, my god, now i have to plan a freaking bbq into my weekly meal plan....HTF for normal people even freaking live...im just SO TIRED of all of this, and without a reason im not sure how much longer i can keep doing this......
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