Il be 💯 with yall, im a fat ass piece of shit. I a 23M who's only 5'8 and 575 pounds (i weigh myself at my industrial scale at work).
I used to have every excuse in the book as to why i was so heavy. Im a truck driver and a father of two beautiful kids (5 y/o boy and 2 y/o girl) and I always hid my excuses under my responsibilities.
"I work 60 hours a week"
"Im the breadwinner of the family-i deserve this burrito"
Those were common things id say to justify my obesity....and this pandemic has made me realize that my excuses were in fact bull shit.
With the stay-at-home stuff, alot of my construction projects were put on hold, so, iv been off-work (at home) for these past couple months. I had all the time in the world! and guess what i didnt do?!? exercise or eat right.
My long hours arent the reason im fat, my family duties arent holding me back, its me, its all me and I hate that i have this problem.
I know iv been down talking my self but i really think im a badass dude. Look, I knocked up my GF up at 18 and barely finished high school...but instead of washing out like a loser, i picked my self up, Saved up and started a successful trucking company and now im making 6 figures, with a smoking hot wife and two beautiful kids.
Im succeeding as a man in almost every way but it feels like none of that matters because at the end of the day im almost 600 pounds...and worst of all, my son is obese himself. He's already in the 99th percentile for his age and its all my fault. He's 5 and he already weighs more than his mother. Im essentially giving him an instructional on how to be morbidly obese.
Whats the good of all i accomplished if im too fat too see my kids graduate high school. What kind of man would i be if i say made my wife a widow at just 30?!?
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