I didn’t order delivery today. I was craving cheesecake bad and, like usual, was willing to pay money to get it delivered so I wouldn’t have to leave my apartment and go out in public being the repulsive person that I am.

A lot of the time, I’m just craving a soda or dessert and I wind up ordering all this other food to make the delivery “worth it”. Its gotten SO bad. I’m honestly scared. I don’t even like the food I get half the time and I’m horrified at the amount of money I’ve spent on this addiction. I added it up once and it was almost as much as I pay for rent!

I know I need to take it one day at a time. I’m just taking it hour by hour at this point. Yesterday I stayed under my 1700 calories. Today I will finish under my calories too. I’m drinking lots of water and tea to try and take my mind off of it. Sugar and delivery addiction are a real thing!

I’m just sharing my little victory and looking for some support. I don’t have any friends, I’m single, and this isn’t something I can really talk to my parents about. I’m hoping I can find some support from like minded individuals here.

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